Tag Archives: history

9/11: Reflections of a Reporter

11 Sep

For James Debeuneure, the fifth grade Ketchum elementary school teacher aboard American Airlines Flight 77.  And the Falkenberg family.  Charles, Leslie along with children Dana and Zoe also aboard Flight 77.  This is also dedicated to Odessa Morris, the budget analyst who worked at the Pentagon.  It was an honor to speak with your relatives, and friends.  And share your remarkable stories.

When the September 11th attacks occurred…I was working as a cub reporter at a television station in Maryland.  It was a beautiful and crisp Tuesday  morning.  There was nothing unusual about the events that started my work day.  I left home.  Stopped by Starbucks en route to work to pick up my tall white chocolate mocha and newspaper.  I drove to the station prepared to attend our daily news team meeting.

On that fateful September morning…the course of our day rapidly shifted as it had for millions of other people.  BREAKING NEWS.  Around 8:45 American Airlines Flight 11 crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center.  Shortly after nine…a second plane rammed into the south tower of the World Trade Center.  America was under attack by terrorists.  Then after 9:30 there were reports of an explosion at the Pentagon.  The horrific images are still ingrained in my mind.

It was very fluid situation.  Mayhem.  Federal buildings were evacuated.  Airports shut down.  Businesses and organizations closed early.  News crews were dispatched to cover stories at the Pentagon and other locations.  Dozens of calls were made to public safety officials.  Our news team was relentless covering every angle of this story.  We were living and reporting an American tragedy…not knowing if we would be in harms way.  Ominous clouds hovered over the nation that day.  There was enormous suffering, fear, and anxiety.  That night I went home and prayed for the victims and their families.

In the days, weeks and months that followed the nation changed.  We united and mourned the loss of the nearly three-thousand people who perished in the attacks.  We honored the brave firefighters, and police officers who sacrificed their lives.  There were symbols and signs of strength and hope.  Displays of patriotism.  American flags became more visible.  Outside of businesses.  In neighborhoods.  On vehicle bumper stickers. 

People were prideful of this great country.  And they showed it.  Elementary school kids, college students and community leaders held tribute programs.  Prayer vigils took place.  Religious leaders held special ceremonies for victims.  People volunteered and donated funds to charitable organizations.  We were a resilient nation.   

I found myself overcome with emotion at times.  Covering the ceremonies.  When interviewing spouses, children and relatives of 9/11 victims I fought back tears.  Part of me was in disbelief that innocent people lost their lives and their relatives were left in shambles.  I remember interviewing the husband of Odessa Morris (budget analyst who died at the Pentagon).  He broke down crying at one point in the interview.  I was devastated.  And found myself in tears too over his grief, and the loss of a companionship he spoke of.   I get chill bumps revisiting the interview today as I remember 9/11.

Where were you on September 11th?  Please, share your thoughts and tributes.

4 Signs Your Heart Isn’t In Your Job

11 Apr

Interesting how the signs of “love loss” are always there.  Yet…you don’t really pay attention to the signs early on.  Falling in and out of love with your job is really no different than a relationship.  Slowly but surely that special person who had the amazing ability to make you feel so alive…now suffocates you.  And you find yourself desperately gasping for air.  Sadly, air is space…from that person.  Or in this case your job.

Sometimes falling out of love with work is inevitable.  A big part of it is due to that word we hear a lot of: change.  The world is rapidly changing.  Organizations are constantly changing to sustain growth and viability.  The elements you once loved about your work have changed.  And you’ve changed too.  The thrill is gone.  Here are four signs that your heart isn’t in your job:

1. No longer believing in the organization.  Your name is on the employee roster.  But, you have little to no confidence in your organization.  The culture is foreign.  Gone are the days of you flashing and passing your business cards to people touting all the wonderful news about your organization.

2. Excessive Absenteeism and Tardiness.  Finding any and every reason to take time off the job by scheduling appointments, making mundane matters urgent and calling in sick.  If you do go to work…the arrival time is later and later.  Any diversion will do.  Stopping at a coffee shop.   Having idle chatter with any and everybody.

3. Low Motivation. Making good on job requirements with a dearth of excitement.   You’ve lost the drive to take on additional tasks and contribute suggestions.  For eight hours or so…you’re going through the motions of your day without actually having emotions.

4. Being a loner. Rejecting lunch invitations from co-workers.  You opt to spend your breaks isolated from people at your job.  In fact, you spend most of your time thinking about your situation and questioning your purpose.

The signs are there.  You’re officially at a professional crossroad.   Your heart is no longer in your job.  Do you throw in the towel?  In this economy…ABSOLUTELY NOT if you haven’t landed a new position! There’s a not so subtle hint: maybe it is time for you to seek employment elsewhere.

I encourage you to do something.  Yes.  Even though the organization has changed.  Yes.  Even though you have changed… rediscover all the things that made you fall in love with the organization in the first place.  You know what pulled at your heartstrings.   So, what was it?  When your heart is in it…you can identify hundreds of reasons you’re in love.  I encourage you to go back to the beginning…

 

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.

Join 109 other followers

%d bloggers like this: